Thursday, January 26, 2012

We named him Jeremy

He would be 36 today - January 26th.

Jeremy is the English version of Jeremiah which means "God exalts." Jeremiah was also the weeping prophet. We certainly did a lot of weeping when our own Jeremy died. In spite of the sorrow, God encouraged and comforted us. God exalted Jeremy to the heavens with Himself, to never feel pain or sorrow himself. Of course, we miss him and have wistful thoughts about what it would have been like to raise a son.

Even though we were totally shocked at the death of our baby, God was not. How could I have imagined when I was a little girl playing with my dolls pretending to be a mommy, that my first born child would be born dead? And yet God knew. It was in His plan for me. He knew even before that, though, before I was born, before my own mother was born, etc. Back in eternity, God knew every detail of the events surrounding Jeremy's birth and death. He knows the end from the beginning and was not surprised by what happened to us.

Although I never held our little boy, I believe our little Jeremy is safe in the arms of Jesus. And one day I will see him.

Sunday, January 22, 2012

Vacation Time!

It's that time of year again: a get away break after the stress of preparing for Nativity, the madness of the holidays, and to celebrate our anniversary. We're making it a habit to take a vacation in January and trying to go some place warm! Fortunately, a lot of the national parks are in the south or California, so it's convenient to go to one of those in January. This year we picked out Guadalupe Mountains and Calsbad Caverns as our destination. Both are close together not too far from El Paso, Texas. This puts the total of national parks we've visited up to 23 out of 56. If you don't count Alaska, which has 8 national parks, & Hawaii, which has 2, we're about halfway there.

We left on Monday morning, Jan. 16 spending most of the day on the plane or in airports. We did not arrive in El Paso until 7:30 pm.

But on Tuesday morning, our adventure began. We drove to the Guadalupe Mountains where there are 80 miles of hiking trails. (And no, we didn't do all of them.) The sky was so blue overhead with just a few puffy white clouds floating by. There was a cloud making a shadow on this mountain that caught my eye.
The surrounding countryside looks just like the old western movies with hills dotted in sagebrush and cactus. However, one of the trails we found in the McKittrick Canyon followed a stream so there were varieties of trees and foliage along the way. The trail ended at Pratt Cabin where we just sat and soaked in the sun for a little before returning. 4.8 miles round trip.
We were going to do more hiking, but Andy's ankle was bothering him so we decided to continue on to Carlsbad Caverns. When we got there, we explored the main cave called "The Big Room." I had no idea how big those caverns were. As high and awesome as the surrounding mountains are, so the caverns are on the inside of the earth. To get to the main cavern, you go down an elevator 750 feet! That's as tall as a 75 story building! The Big Room mentioned above is actually the size of 6 football fields. There are all kinds of stalactites and stalagmites and draperies and soda straws and clear pools and rock formations and tunnels leading off to who knows where. Wow! Truly amazing - all underground.We went back on Wednesday and took 2 guided tours as well as did some exploring on our own. The morning tour took us into the Left Hand Tunnel that was not lit. We took candles and Andy and I were the only ones in that group, so we got individualized attention and lots of interesting tidbits about the cave. After that tour was over, we had a couple of hours until the next one we had scheduled, so we sat outside in the sun and ate some snacks. The day was nice and warm, up in the 70's, but very breezy. Then we hiked down the natural entrance of the cave where the bats exit...down, down, down 800 feet from the surface. The shins and calves got a serious workout!
The natural entrance is where all the bats come out from May through October. I was happy enough to be there after they went south for the winter. The visitor's center and the guides on the tours make a big deal of the bats and we were encouraged to "adopt a bat" because they are mammals just like us! That's ok, I'm sure they're important for the environment and I'm glad they eat insects to help out the farmers, but I feel as much like adopting a bat as I do about adopting a tarantula or a boa constrictor! No thanks! In my opinion, only a mother bat could love a bat!

We got down in time for another guided tour to the "King's Palace." That section of the cave had this huge room that at one time, back in the 20's and 30's, dances and meetings would be held there. It's hard to convey from these pictures with our little amateur camera the size of the room and the beauty of all the hangings and forms and shapes. It really was amazing.
It reminded me of that hymn: For the Beauty of the Earth and we could change that to include For the Beauty Under the Earth!

Between the two days, we were in the caverns about 7 1/2 hours, so it was good to be out in the sunshine again.

On Thursday we were hiking fools! We went back to the Guadalupe Mountains to the visitor center and checked out the Pinery Trail. That one was easy, only 3/4 mile round trip on a paved walkway. The trail went by the ruins of a stagecoach station built in 1858. It was one of many stops along the 2,700 mile route from St. Louis to San Francisco. There were stations built every 20 miles and the stagecoach would do 120 miles a day, making the trip in 25 days. Can you imagine traveling by stagecoach all day? Sometimes the coaches would be very crowded and there were pictures showing people in all kinds of positions trying to get comfortable. (And I complain about the discomfort of traveling in an airplane!) Along with people, the coaches would carry 200,000 pieces of U.S. mail and all kinds of luggage.

From there we drove to the Frijole Ranch and hiked the Smith Spring Trail. It was termed "moderate" and took about 2 hours, 2.3 miles round trip. There were springs in a nice wooded area, then the trail continued back to the ranch. Look closely or you'll miss the springs.
Can you believe how those plants grow on the top of this rock?
A Craggy Tree
Water in the desert!

There was an interesting museum in what used to be the ranch house. Other buildings included a spring house, school house, post office and some other out buildings. The school house had a sign outside that told how this particular family hired a school teacher to teach 8 children (not all theirs), giving her $30 a month, her room and board and a horse.Another hike that sounded inviting was named "Devil's Hall." All the hikes we did this day were easy to moderate with occasional ups and downs, but mostly on the level. The hardest part of the Devil's Hall hike was when it followed a "wash," where the bottom was all river rock and large gravel, as well as huge boulders that we had to crawl up or jump down from. That hike took a good 2 1/2 hours, 4.2 miles round trip.Between the cavern hiking and mountain hiking, our leg muscles were very sore. I think we hiked over 7 1/2 miles on Thursday. Again the weather was beautiful, the temperature got up in the 70's with lots of sunshine. The wind was pretty fierce except when we were down in the canyons, but that helped keep us cool.

We started back toward El Paso on Friday morning, taking the long scenic route. We drove up through the mountain pass in Lincoln National Forest, passing through Cloudcroft, a ski resort. Our purpose was to stop and see the White Sands National Monument. We found it on the map, but had never heard of it before. That was also amazing, 275 square miles of white sand dunes. Some of the dunes had vegetation, but others were just pure white gypsum. We drove in, then hiked up a dune. It looked like a winter wonderland except it wasn't snow!
Continuing on our way, I saw another notation on the map that sounded interesting - Dripping Springs Natural Area - and decided to check that out, too, since the day was still young. We stopped at the visitor center, got some info, then hiked back to Dripping Springs, that happened to be dry at this time of year. But it was a nice hike, which would have been nicer if my leg muscles hadn't been soooo sore. That was a 3 1/2 mile hike. There were some ruins of a hotel and resort that had been built in the late 1800's, and used up to the 1920's when the Depression hit. People had tried to find gold, silver, copper, ore of any kind in the hills, but ran out of money before anything of value was found. If there's anything there, it's well hidden and still hasn't been found.
And so ends our vacation adventure for this January. It was enjoyable and memorable and fun. Andy & I really relaxed and were refreshed (in spite of the physical workouts!). It was nice to get the break from the winter weather back home, too. Interestingly, we were a little concerned that we might not get home on the day we were scheduled because the weather channel forecast snow. Thankfully, the Philadelphia Airport did not cancel or delay our flight and we arrived back on time. We had quite a job getting the ice and snow off our car which was ironic considering that just a few short hours before we had been in warm and sunny 70 degree Texas.

The day we flew home, I found this verse in Deuteronomy 33:26 & 27: He rides on the heavens to help me and on the clouds in His majesty. The eternal God is my refuge and underneath are the everlasting arms. A good word picture to think about as we're flying up above the clouds!

Thursday, January 12, 2012

Another Project Completed

The stairway going to the upstairs apartment needed some TLC. We ripped out the carpet because it was stained and dirty - which even a good steam cleaning hadn't remedied.We put in linoleum on the top landing. Andy sanded, caulked, painted and varnished the stairs. Then we found some stair treads to add quiet to the space as well as some color and interest.
Adding the double sided tape to the underside of the treads was somewhat tricky and time consuming, but after the first couple, we got the knack of it. We're happy with the results.

Thursday, January 5, 2012

The 4 R's of New Year's

Having come through the busy-ness of the holidays, it was nice to finally get a little breather. I told Andy that my plan for New Year's weekend was to "not have a plan." Don't get me wrong, I love the Christmas season and all it brings with parties and family and church, but after all of that extra activity, I confess I'm tired.

It was an extra gift that the holiday was on a Sunday this year. That meant that the office was closed on Monday and our day off is Tuesday. That's right, not counting church on Sunday morning, we had 4 days off in a row.

It's a known phenomenon that gym memberships go up in January but by March, attendance is lagging again. So some might say what's the use of making New Year's resolutions? In a couple of months, the resolution will be forgotten and things will go on as they always did. I disagree. How can a person grow and improve if she doesn't make a conscious effort?

So my 4 days off were profitable in Resting, Reflecting, Restoring and Resolving.

Rest
Matthew 11:28 ~ "Come to Me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest." (Jesus beckons)

Psalm 116:7 ~ "Be at rest once more, O my soul, for the Lord has been good to you."

Reflect (examine)
Lamentations 3:40 ~ "Let us examine our ways and test them, and let us return to the Lord."

1 Corinthians 11:28 ~ "A [wo]man ought to examine[her]self..."

2 Corinthians 13:5 ~ "Examine yourselves to see whether you are in the faith; test yourselves."

Restore
Psalm 51:12 ~ "Restore to me the joy of your salvation and grant me a willing spirit, to sustain me."

Psalm 23:3 ~ "He restores my soul..."

Resolve
Psalm 17:3 - "Though you probe my heart and examine me at night, though you test me, you will find nothing; I have resolved that my mouth will not sin."

Daniel 1:8 ~ "But Daniel resolved not to defile himself with the royal food and wine."

1 Corinthians 2:2 ~ "For I resolved to know nothing while I was with you except Jesus Christ and Him crucified."

I've been thinking lately that I really want to concentrate this year on Being rather than Doing. I don't think I have a problem with the doing unless it's doing too much and placing too much importance on what I do. God is more concerned with who I am than in what I do. I desire that I be more like Mary this year, choosing the best, rather than being so concerned about many things. This will really be a challenge because all my life I've received my worth in my accomplishments (or felt guilty if I didn't accomplish anything). I hear the Accuser and believe his lies that I am a "less than" if I'm not busy. But he is not the one I want to listen to. Jesus said his yoke is easy and his burden is light. And He certainly does not accuse, but accepts me as I am in full and free forgiveness.

This does not mean I do nothing to grow in my relationship with Him, for 2 Peter 1:5 says we need to "make every effort to add to your faith, goodness; and to goodness, knowledge; and to knowledge, self-control; and to self-control, perseverance; and to perseverance, godliness; and to godliness, brotherly kindness; and to brotherly kindness, love." Talk about a list! But I can do none of these things in my own strength. Apart from Jesus and His enabling power, I can do nothing (John 15:5), but I can do everything through Him who gives me strength (Philippians 4:13).

So it was a good weekend to be able to just rest and re-group. It was a lot of time, though, and I did do some projects that had been waiting for me. The one thing I was especially glad to get done was work on the one last remnant on our property that was still full of weeds and poison ivy and various other vines. I had started working on it last March but ended up getting poison ivy so bad that I was incapacitated for a while and didn't have the nerve to tackle that again in the heat of the summer. But the weather on Monday was warm and pleasant (for January) so it was a perfect day for working outside. I'm very happy with the results.

New little cedar and holly trees are allowed, but no vines!
Andy spent the whole weekend organizing his workshop - the old garage. We had at one time considered making that into another room for the house. But he really needs a place to keep all his tools and do his work projects. So we decided it would be more pleasurable a work place if it was more organized. He put up peg board and hung up all the shovels, rakes, and anything else that would hang up. And he threw a lot of things away that he had been hoarding.

Before
After with peg board on the walls
The white peg board was a good idea because it brightened the whole garage. It had been pretty dark and depressing out there before.

Look at all that trash

A little ceramic heater to stay warm while he works!
So out with the old and in with the new! Each added year is a gift. Welcome 2012!